the boys in my life r more fun than any bronc any bull or any best friend. they boys r there when i need them. they tell me its ok when realy its not but to now that they r there is wat makes me the happiest when im down like that. they tell me that drinkin is good for u but respect me when im drunk. they will kick each others ass if one hurts me in anyway even if thy r best friends. they wudnt let anyone hurt me if there life depended on it. they give me the luv i need and when it is need. the boys in my life r funny and fun. they work hard and party hard. they r there within a blink of an eye no matter wat the cost.. they help me even if i dont need it. theyll cum out n do the job for me all i hav to do is ask. the boys in my life r the only true happiness i hav outside of tressa my bestfriend. though i take advantage sumtimes they r still here.  my best friends (the boys)       laugh it up beth idk im bored thought id say sumthing bout my bububub boys lol luv ya always

now that i hav u bac i relize that it mite not last that long cuz we all no that i dont hav u guys that long but sumthing tells me that it may last.

its been 3 years ago when we first started messin around and hav been ever since i lost alot to u and gained alot but never would hav thought now that i hav u that it would last this long.

now that i hav u bac i relize that in the first i put u through a realy tester that was crazy.... but ur still with me and that means so dam much to me.

i now u hate my ex and u now that i hate ur ex but if sum how we can put it all behind us and let everthing blow over than i think it would be better.. i dont care wat she thinks bout me nemore...

u tell me that ull trash can me if i act like the ex but in alreality u should now me better than that! but wat u dont now yet is that im ready to trash can ur ass if u do one thing rong... i dont want to go through wat i had to go through last summer and this falll,winter and spring. ive finally found the one i luv and even though he may hav a beer gut and like his beer i still luv him. all that counts to me is that he luves me for me and that he luvs to have a good time and that he will maybe take me in sumday and get me the hell away from my fucked up family... 

                                                    LUV U ETHAN JON SHOOP

                                                                                        AKA SHOOPIE

I'm not sure if you know or not
But I really do love you a lot.
You still hold a special place in my heart
And you did, right from the start.

But when she came along and took your breath away,
I was devastated and didn't know what to say.
I spend my nights crying, time after time,
I spent my days lying, saying I was fine.

Little did you know, my heart was crushed inside,
And on that day, a little of me died.
But with her, you look so in love
'Cause you are an angel from above.

I now have to teach my heart to move on,
For, you are now forever gone.
But about one thing I am unsure:
Why it can't be me, and not her.

I looked at him for the first time, and not noticing I would fall in love with him I looked away.
I now sit at home only thinking about him.
Why is it that I can't let him go?
I know realize he is never coming back, and begin to cry.
He was my first, my first at so many things.
But the one thing I will always remember, is
that he was my first "True Love."
I did things not thinking of the outcome, and now I am left home all alone.
I just can't let him go.
Why is it that he can act like nothing is wrong, and say "I Love You?"
Does it even mean anything?
If he read this, would he show this to all of his friends?
I just don't know anymore!
All I know is that I love a guy.
And for that reason......
"I Can't Let Him Go"

people warned me about u... but i didnt listen.... ur best friends told me that i shouldnt but i did... i lost my best friend for u and this is what i get.... nothing..... but how was i to know.. u pick sum stupid rodeo for me... theres more to it i know but am i ever going to find out??? sumthing told me that u would go bac to her but i didnt think it would last that long... she gives me dirty looks all the time... i know she hates me.... but she will never now that i do to.... what u will never know will never hurt u!!! luv ya 

you left without a word just a short and sweet kiss that lasted the minute you left. now all i have are memories most of the best have faded. but live every day as if it were your last!!