now that i hav u bac i relize that it mite not last that long cuz we all no that i dont hav u guys that long but sumthing tells me that it may last.

its been 3 years ago when we first started messin around and hav been ever since i lost alot to u and gained alot but never would hav thought now that i hav u that it would last this long.

now that i hav u bac i relize that in the first i put u through a realy tester that was crazy.... but ur still with me and that means so dam much to me.

i now u hate my ex and u now that i hate ur ex but if sum how we can put it all behind us and let everthing blow over than i think it would be better.. i dont care wat she thinks bout me nemore...

u tell me that ull trash can me if i act like the ex but in alreality u should now me better than that! but wat u dont now yet is that im ready to trash can ur ass if u do one thing rong... i dont want to go through wat i had to go through last summer and this falll,winter and spring. ive finally found the one i luv and even though he may hav a beer gut and like his beer i still luv him. all that counts to me is that he luves me for me and that he luvs to have a good time and that he will maybe take me in sumday and get me the hell away from my fucked up family... 

                                                    LUV U ETHAN JON SHOOP

                                                                                        AKA SHOOPIE